urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gobolatula John gobolatula@aol.com John 2009-10-30T01:32:26Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gobolatula:60247 2009-10-30T01:32:26Z 2009-10-30T01:32:26Z <p>Hjsjd</p><p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gobolatula:58260 2009-07-02T07:52:43Z 2009-07-02T07:52:43Z <p>Lately, I have been sluggish as hell creatively. It gets me feeling upset and guilt-ridden. My main deal for the longest time has been drawing. I still draw often, but my high level of patience has shrunk. I used to draw for hours and hours til I got the job done. Now I'll draw, take a healthy amount of breaks, and just... get beyond tired of what I'm doing.</p><p>A lot of this has to do with 2 things: my art is a lot more "detailed" and "complex" now... and also I feel crappy doing a leisurely thing like drawing when I don't have a job. Like... I'll think, "hey, what are you DOING?? You should be job hunting!!!" </p><p>Fuck. Being jobless makes me feel like a zero. When I had a job, I felt important. Like I'm valuable. Ugh...</p><p>Weeeelllll that's all for now.</p><p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gobolatula:57298 2009-02-09T22:39:36Z 2009-02-09T22:39:36Z <a href="http://gobolatula.blogspot.com">http://gobolatula.blogspot.com</a>